Let Skin put this real plain and all up front, Cupcake -- nobody likes you. Not in real life, where people don't bother to get to know you. Not even online, where people can't really get to know the real you. Nowhere. You're a loser. Online and off. You suck. And the extremity of your suck is so great, and so all-pervading, that you will never... ever... escape it. As long as you live. You. Will always suck so much that you'll be an outcast. Pick up the pistol. Level it at your temple. Pull the trigger. It really is the only way.