Just for the clarification for people who have sad repped me. I do not think of death as sad. We all will face it, and it is a change that cuts into everyone's life at one point or another. Garamet was over 70 years old and she seemed to recognize that. Despite the troubles I had with her, I hope she was able to live her life well. I do hope that her end was not brought about by the stupidity of the world, but so many lives are. I have had so many people come and go in my life that I am just happy for the time we had together. I cannot ask for more, so I try to express my feelings in the time that I have because it is great that you were there. Even if it was just to get me riled up on some message board. It is not that I do not care, it is that I do not think death is a bad thing. everything has a lifespan and dies, and if that is the case then there is something behind that boundary/bubble of life that we all must pass through eventually. The end of the mortally constraining universe that holds this body is probably not the end of things IMO. That being considered I do get that there is a longing for the presence of people we enjoy or even have just gotten used to. I hope she went out having expressed herself the way she wanted to.