Beggar Dog

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    She belongs to a city of mud
    and shit caked on walls separated
    by brown bodies colliding, doggedly progressing
    on feet bare or sandaled squishing through shit and mud.
    She follows the food carts
    to the wide hard ground where
    the people walking part to let pass
    a single laden elephant and close
    back into an unyieldingly flowing body. It is better
    to walk where there is straw to cover the pavement.
    She slouches in a corner of boothshade:
    head down over paws crossed,
    ears and nose fixed on the woman
    plump and purplegowned who bends
    to tall kettles over fire and prods
    at neat piles of food on the low flat
    stove. As she takes from the nearest pot a spoon
    the bitch pulls herself
    on her belly toward the heat, the long
    low growl in her throat rising
    in pitch to a pleading whine. A stamp
    sharp of the woman’s hardsoled foot throws at the dog
    a cloud of fine dirt. She retreats
    only by curling round to vigorously and noisily clean
    her face, then springs ears forward
    and attentive, stretching
    one paw out at the woman who has not yet returned to her cooking.
    The dog sleeps each night
    in the empty stall. The woman
    to the ragged supplicant at her feet sweetly murmurs:
    Viddhi,
    Thendi Naaye. (1)
    Her sons when she chases them into the dust shout:
    Theetum thinne jeevikenne naaye! (2)
    The days are for running behind
    shrill gangs of birds from perch
    to perch, for dodging dirtclumps
    and stones thrown by old men, for fleeing
    packs of clamoring boys, for eating
    fatscented clay and breaking bones
    that even when given away taste
    as sweet as if stolen.
    He was broad and sturdy and though
    his coat was uneven and mud
    clung to the tips of the mats he
    was always on the trail of something
    good and always first
    to bite into the prize. She is drawn to remain
    at the margins of his existence
    to absorb his smell with awe and disgust.
    The dry air is rank and heavy with putrid fecundity.
    Now the woman and her raging boys are gone
    from the market. The vendors kick
    her and chase her away. She lurks
    near backchannel docks and avoids the workers
    who load and unload the barges. The drunkards
    do not bother her. Each day
    she seeks a place to hide, to scratch
    in soft cool mud a bed, to wait. In a den
    of clay behind a storage yard, beneath a fragment
    of fractured vessel in a scrap pile, she keeps
    her croaking brood. Their straining throats cry
    for food and they drain her, tongue
    swollen dry she hunches her back against
    the splattering rain. Lifted
    awake one midnight already swimming
    she reaches high ground alone
    and huddles shivering. Finally she rises
    to wander at last into a storehouse
    during the workers’ mealtime,
    coming to stay a short while.
    In the crateshadow she flattens herself,
    wary, wisely fighting
    impatience. But hunger, something
    in earnest, allows from her throat
    a menacing if quiet whine
    of defiance and a routine tasting of
    the air with parched tongue. Now no thought
    of good things that are gone, the unwanted
    is exfoliated: a process not painless
    only continuous and unavoidable.
    They found her at dawn and threw her
    back into her mud for the other
    scavengers.

    (1) fool, beggar dog
    (2) shit eating dog
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