2. Sunfish The eye: she curls encased in sticky gel, piercing membranes, breathing fluid, twisting stretching coldness free, to wherever she can go from where she can no longer stay. Like this her accidental home, crawling past trees which squat to dip their sagging branches in the murky flow. From sandy swamp to floodplain marsh it carried away the blood of its namers till that was lost in all the other blood and everything that grows from blood. These waters remain bereft of grayling, muskie, toothed and sleek northern pike; what swims here are rock bass, bullhead, red suckermouth in a cloud of mud, and delicate iridescent bluegill hiding among the cattails. This place is no less home to creatures of that other world above. They come as before, as before their bodies remember: the bones of the hand compressed, grinding; the ear twisted; the jovial grandfather’s tobacco stained beard; caged cruel eyes smirking. Read here his scrawled signature lost in mud – his net cut, discarded, lapping in foam; a few bits of crudely hooked wire scattered to cleave themselves to the frigid bulk, their rust a permanent poison part of the tree roots and blank cracked limestone. Here his true and vital offspring spitting, mutating malicious boy, leads without looking back a younger companion. Their bare feet flatten sharp sticky grass on the way into the shade. Each boy is clad in raw cotton and rough denim, carrying a cane pole, the older has in one pocket a long fillet knife wrapped in leather, from another sticks slender curved glass. Late that morning they reach the cold dirt dark above the bank surrounded by thick bark and droning insects. Baited fat and squirming lines in the boys stand smoking. The older shows indifference to the younger’s feeble jokes. He laughs still, trying to laugh louder, he winces at the taste of the cigar and the sour dry stinging smoke burning his soft lip. He watches, makes his eyes squint like his friend’s, spits to the side like him and pours down some whiskey which weighs in his gut like lead but numbs his mouth to a dull throb under his gums. Tall and feeling it speaks deliberately, twisting his skein of pieces unfinished he says: a honest man is only one who ain’t been caught yet. He sits and is mimicked legs bent out in front of him leaning, he describes: and the bastard told him he could come and take it back and he’d a done it if he hadn’t gone and got himself beat like the devil’s mule. Eyes drawn narrower he yawns and he reaches up to pull the grayed shirt off his dark back sunburned stretching the thin pink lines over his shoulders. He brings his hard hand onto his knee, the bruised fingertip nailless touching the fabric not far from the other wanting to feel that bony grip like ice seizing the base of his spine reaching all the way up to meet the fire from his head in the chest. Moving over the rough cherry spots over black hairs scattered, aware of his own face smooth cheeks flushed can’t look up at the one he wants to please him, breathing more slowly than he needs to find the place where it releases. Try not to shake too much. Pushing the teeth into his lip he bites his own tearing skin. At once they see the cork quiver and dive, the younger boy slips getting to his heels, squatting he pulls the line taut which jerks the fish by the lip and brings the hook through the palette to poke out through her eye. Mouth open in triumph reaches behind him for balance, the other arm stretched to hold the sunfish lifted from the water, her color fading, skin cold and changing in the air, swallowing vengance despaired while the boy fingers and twists the barbed metal. Asking for and receiving the knife he drives it through her belly to the spine, holds her up on it before the other’s face for judgement: let it alone dummy, is all he says and he turns away to spit and walks off to be alone.