Vlad's Writings.

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    Figure to save space, considering how much I write and post on here, I'll just do what I did with the drawings and create a thread for all my writing.

    Starting with something in progress.....

    No title just yet.

    The words he wrote down
    So cleverly disguised
    In imagery and symbols
    Made them seem like only lies
    And when they surfaced in her mind
    The tears down her face will not find
    As they round her lips
    There is no smile.

    The devils
    Dance around her head,
    That once were angels
    Under blankets in her bed
    The wings went up in flames
    And with the smell of sulfur came
    The end of what she had
    And the beginning...of the risen mortmain.
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    I consider it one of my best.

    Kings and Queens

    It hasnt
    Rained in years,
    And the castle walls
    Will soon disappear,
    While the land waits
    To swallow it whole,
    For the last remaining man
    Has the last remaining soul.

    -moderate instrumental-

    The Phoenix
    Flew straight down
    Through the embarking spirits
    That had left their humble ground
    And it set aflame
    All that we called home
    But though we called it such a thing,
    It felt like we were all alone-
    And all the bitterness
    Grew well up into pride,
    For the candle light vigil
    Of God would not subside-
    We let the world
    Crumble on it's own,
    Beneath us
    And all our names were on the stone.

    He was the flood
    He thought he was a savior-
    For the good
    Through his unsavory behavior-
    With his weapons
    There's fire all around
    In the cancer
    That spread mercilessly...over the ground.

    Ivory towers
    That we've built so tall
    Deep inside
    There's a little Babel in us all
    And the hedonistic pleasures
    Behind our sweet sadistic lives
    Have left a cold sardonic attitude
    In our catatonic hives.

    The horsemen
    Numbering four
    Come knocking violently
    At your deadbolted doors
    And when they find you
    The castle will fall
    With it's sky devouring towers
    And it's people that once stood tall.

    He was the flood
    He thought he was a savior-
    For the good
    Through his unsavory behavior-
    With his fire
    There's blood boiling all around
    In the cancer
    That spread mercilessly...over the ground.

    -short instrumental-

    And the grace
    That will never be found...

    -long instrumental-

    There's fire all around... (x8)

    To stand before God
    We would shake out of our skin
    Knowing all that we've done wrong
    Is a testiment to our sin
    And to those that do not recognize
    The place we should call home
    Though you felt so in control
    That life was not your own
    And you're childish disposition
    Your excuse for all you've done
    Cannot save you from the fire,
    Cannot save you...
    From the Sun.

    ...

    Seven billion kings and queens
    Died that year-
    In the fire
    Of it's unrelenting peers.
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    Dancing Devils

    I saw the light glow bright,
    Over the hospital bed,
    And a cancerous cloud,
    Billowed out of the dead.

    There was silence around,
    And little to say,
    But in absence of words,
    I sat down to pray.

    The darkness spreads beyond the dancing Devil,
    And the wolves outside could see
    That the last thing to fall, and the last thing to bleed,
    Is the last of the world's great greed.

    She cried out to me,
    She cried out to me...
    When the room filled with lies,
    She cried out to me...

    -moderate instrumental-

    Well the fire was heard
    Around the castle walls,
    And in the dungeon she screamed
    To let the barriers fall.

    A thirst for truth,
    All your lips so dry,
    But when the walls crash down,
    We beg "Why, oh man, why"

    The darkness spreads beyond the dancing Devil,
    And the wolves outside could see
    That the last thing to fall, and the last thing to bleed,
    Is the last of the world's great greed.

    She held on to me,
    She held on to me...
    When the world held it's tongue,
    She held on to me...

    -moderate instrumental-

    -crescendo-

    She cried out to me, as the bombs broke through,
    And the blue bloods held up their flags
    She said if we scratch their back, they'll scratch ours,
    But the claws are deep in, and gone are the hours
    When we might gracefully pack our bags.

    We eat it up, eat it up...

    Eat it up, eat it up...

    -long instrumental-

    Reborn into me,
    Reborn into me...
    As I rebuilt my world...
    She was reborn into me...
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    Some are lyrical poems, as the previous ones, and others are just free verse poetry, as this one.

    The Tree Climber

    A tree climber, she said.
    A tail so beautiful,
    It could send her wherever
    She wished, and yet...
    It was given to climb trees,
    And no more.

    A humble little thing,
    She asked for no more
    Than the weather to permit
    A habit left behind from
    The primal predecessors which
    Lend themselves, carefree
    Yet poised, to natural beauty.

    When the waves rolled down
    From the sky, in the
    Sunniest season, she perked
    Her curious ears, and
    Forced all to leave her to
    Her own devices.

    I saw her there,
    In her topsy turvy world,
    Hair begging for ground,
    And shirt folds wrestling
    Just under, (or above,
    Depending on your point of view),
    Her breast.

    At this, I found myself
    Digressing from the thoughts,
    So organized, and sliding
    Them blissfully onto a pyre
    In the most abysmal reaches
    Of my memory.

    Replaced, they were,
    By a rush of scattered thoughts
    And images, collecting
    Beneath the hope of their own
    Foreshadowing nature.

    The space between us melted,
    With the wave of her arm,
    And the frown what was truly,
    In it's rightside form,
    A smile that threw down with
    The world's purest acts
    Of kindness.

    As I approached, swung down
    Her love from the branches above,
    And landed a kiss.
    A kiss what seemed pure upon
    Initial intuition, but grew
    Progressively more a matter of
    Insecurity, and exponentially
    Greater in unbridled pride.

    He brought with him the rain,
    He brought with him the thunder,
    He brought with him the lightning without light,
    The winds without warmth.

    He brought what he believed was love,
    But looked no further to save
    Worrying for what may have been
    His indecisive, but firm motivation.

    He avoided inner conquest, and
    Led himself to believe in his beautiful words.
    What truth lie in them, I do not know,
    But the passion burst forth with every
    Uttered syllable.

    A man afraid may call his own bluff,
    But I knew my place, and
    I Held steadfast to the right and humble
    Respect for what I could never
    Deem love or it's feigning without
    Agrandizing my unfounded judgement.

    Now I sit, from great distance,
    And view my point as it plays out.
    Swinging, swinging, by
    The accursed tail wound around
    The thickest hallow appendage
    Of a dying tree.

    The question that lay before me...

    Only one tree can be mine...

    Who am I to plant no more...

    If for no better purpose
    Than to bystand such joyful swinging.
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    The Gravity of God

    The dreams away
    He took the wood and nails,
    And buried them deep into the ground.
    Thoughts drifted to and fro,
    As the fire burned light around the branches.

    The plant had sound and voice.
    Cracks and pops, of consonents and vowels,
    Explained clearly about the world.

    Natural science poisoned
    By original sin. Far beyond what was once
    wiped clean lay a planet in shambles.
    Buried in it's own filthy debree
    And nature.

    A great man that once came,
    Left hope for the hopeless.
    The race branded beautiful became deep
    In it's own hedonistic desires,
    Leaving honor to the name Jesus, but
    Less to his purpose.

    Righteousness then caved,
    Under the weight of point of view, where
    The truth lay dormant
    Until someone of greater value would release it again.

    Lauditory words of opinion reigned,
    While truth stay too true for all but rejection.

    Piles were made, great piles
    Of broken glass, allowing the reflections
    Of all positions to face eachother
    And become muttled and arbitrary.
    They lost themselves in eachother, as
    The war of words pressed on, until
    Little made sense.

    The world is now a boisterous sow,
    Rolling forever
    In it's own squalid pen.
    Decency fled every mind, and
    Desire dug it's claws
    Deep into the backs of every man.

    The weight of sin burst the seat
    Of the savior's lasting love,
    And the time arose for great sacrifice
    Once again.

    Returning to the fire, a new man
    Christened his ship
    With his bottled bulletin to humanity.
    It was to sail down the River Styx,
    Into the cold heart of Hell.

    Soul predestined, as the flame expressed,
    This new perfect man
    Held fast to his faith, and his hope
    For mankind.
    He traded himself for an eternity
    Where men would be meant
    Never to fear or know any longer
    Of the Inferno.

    Ashes to ashes, his body
    Broke away in the heat of Earth's core.
    Grew forth from did a pure soul,
    Forever enduring the fate of all men.

    Light was light for all, and darkness
    Became invisible to the omneity of each man.

    With the knowledge of the greatest sacrifice,
    The hearts of all men again flourished
    Into purety, upon which
    The act was forgotten. With every
    Departure, the souls embarked to Heaven,
    Where only God and the Christ
    Pay respect to the greatest love shared now
    With the first condemned man
    Of great faith.

    Shredded, now, is the Garden of Earthly Delights.
    A plague shaken from the fabric
    Of human nature, where hearts were eaten, and
    Souls degenerated.

    Never to be seen again.
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    Echo

    The world is silent
    Even dead leaves make no sound
    Trampled under foot
    Til there’s little left to see...

    All that I believed
    Now pipedreams and smokescreens
    Where a life filled heavy with love
    Turns to dust and rise above...

    I held our world up
    But my searching let it fall on you
    And though I hear wrustling in the forest night
    Just an echo of my own design

    Now the only place
    I can find you
    Is in my head

    ...In my head...

    ...And this is where they’ll bury me.
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    I love this one....

    Ouroboros

    Dream of a world of silence
    I dream of a world inside my head,
    Dream in a world of silence
    I dream of a world white and dead

    Dream of a world of silence
    I dream of a world where fire's fed
    I open up the windows
    Just to feel the wind inside my head

    Could I dream of a world so perfect
    And read into the future cave
    To live this life from her eyes
    Become what I cannot seem to save

    Dont think I could understand...
    The fire feeding itself
    The snake swallowing it's own tail...

    No words come...
    Falling heavy fast...
    Pushing hard away...
    A face from a distant past...

    I've stretched it out
    This time it just drags on and on
    But I know there's something inside
    In her eyes it comes and then it's gone

    Dream of a world of silence
    Escape where there is no vacancy
    I dream of a world in silence
    We drown ourselves in our own sea

    Dream of a world of silence
    Reality plays tricks on me
    I live pushed up against a fence
    But from you I cannot break free

    And there's no place that I'd rather be...

    Still something there
    You said someday you would talk to me
    There's something you are hiding
    If I knew this isn't where we'd be,
    But you live in a world of silence
    Close the windows so I cannot see
    What you do of which I can't make sense
    The truth can only set you free...

    The truth can only set you free...

    I know more than you think...
    Understanding that you wont believe...

    But time slips away...

    You push it to another day...

    So we sit in a world of silence
    So much nothing that we cannot breathe
    Sit in a world of silence
    Beg for words we can't receive
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    Atlas

    Hello, are you alright
    In this fight or flight world
    What's going on
    Inside your head
    Setting in your hands, like you're scratching your brain
    You cause your own pain

    Hello, what are you doing now
    In this bread and circus town
    I've held you up
    For so long now
    I've brought you in, time and time again
    From my hands, gone is the sand

    My name is Atlas
    I hold the world in place
    Atlas
    I watch from out in space
    And when it gets too heavy
    I bear the weight for you

    And there's nothing more that I can do...

    Can I read you well
    Will you ever tell me
    What I think is true, inside of you
    You let me break apart
    Cant hear the lightening coursing through

    You dont have to be everything
    You just got to be there
    I cant hold this up by myself
    And when these two worlds clash
    Like so often in the past
    Again we find eachother
    Among the ash

    My name is Altas
    I hold the world in place
    Atlas
    I watch from out in space
    And when it gets too heavy
    I bear the weight for you

    Why do you run away
    And so soon later,
    You are here to stay
    I see the fear sometimes
    Through a thousand signs

    Goodnight, dont you worry
    Though I may disappear
    It's only the clouds that push me out
    Your world, so heavy
    Dont be afraid to let me
    Hold it up with you

    I feel like Im crazy sometimes...
    I am just a friend, Im not pretending...

    Dont fear me
    I am not your monster
    Dont push me away
    I am not your monster
    Come to me
    Im supposed to be your friend
    You dont have to love me
    I'll always be there in the end

    When it's all over...
    You can find me under the world...
    Beneath the sky...
    But for now...
    Goodbye...

    Goodbye...
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    The Nocturne of Vladimir Jazz

    There's a body on the rocks
    Spread inside burst out
    Blood, sweat, and thoughts
    Spilled heavy all about

    Was I ever there... (Was I ever there...)
    Was I ever there... (Was I ever there...)

    Yeah........

    Was I ever there... (Was I ever there...)
    The smell of your hair... (Smell of your hair...)
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    Brier
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    Oh...
    Oh ooo whoa oh, ooo whoa oh...

    Reeling...

    This mind is reeling...

    Inside is feeling...nothing...

    Yeah eh hee, what a liar
    Trapped in the brier outside
    Ohoo oh, oh so tired
    Wired on smoke and caffeine
    In a familiar scenario, oh

    Aha ah, there's a clearing,
    From this he's steering clear
    Yeah eh hee, it's on fire
    Turning his world into shit,
    Twisting, playing with it,
    And when the right time comes
    Will he rise to his maker,
    Filled with fire, risen from the deepest bak'ry

    Yeah eh hee, hearts on fire
    Wrapped in himself inside
    Ohoo oh, oh so tired
    Creating a place oh so dire,
    And try hard not to lose
    What's underneath, he
    Could glow in the dark but
    Hard to get back to the start, could
    You show me a way, show me a way
    Could you show me a way
    Back home

    -instrumental-

    Yeah------

    Dont he feel what he's casted away
    In the mud lies his sun, and it's melting the day
    Find it later, when the rains washed
    The familiar surroundings downstream,
    Recollecting a dream where he
    Filed his conscience under good heard as nonsense
    While the jokers keep laughing, laughing
    Laughing it up with the guild of infidelity-
    Would you reach out to me,
    Would you,
    Would you,
    Yeah

    Yeah eh hee, what a liar
    Feeding the fire outside
    Ohoo oh, she's a crier
    Eating the pyre where he hides
    Yeah eh hee, what a liar
    Preach to the choir inside
    Ohoo oh, swing the tire
    Fall back to a child and confide...

    You come to me...
    You come to me...

    Come trampling down,
    Head over heels, and face planted
    Do you really believe that these words came from his head-
    To honesty fall, honestly halls have their doorways
    Closed, redirecting the love to another
    Room he has not the key for,
    Reading the lines more,
    Causing a stir, seeing a blur and
    Finding the real world in the door he came from

    Who's to take the blame, someone will
    And until they do, I will remain, will remain a
    Yeah eh hee, Im a liar
    Laying my lies around, with my eyes down
    Oh, yeah eh hee, Im a liar...

    Feeding the fire...

    Seeing you...
    Feel like fleeing too,
    Just like you do...

    Yeah eh hee----------
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    (Kind of cheated on this one. See if you can guess how.)

    Steady Hands

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    Oh, ooh

    The waters start to turn
    And the waves crash down

    Oh, ooh, oh

    The breath of God tears through
    The creature is stirring
    And we don't know what to do

    -moderate instrumental-

    Oh....

    When the weight of the world
    Rests heavy on your shoulders
    You can only look down...

    As the cracks wrap around
    And it crumbs above
    You can't hear a sound...
    You can't hear a sound...

    And you wonder
    Was it your weakness that failed them
    Your strength that disappeared...

    And I hold out my arms
    With my wet steady hands
    And hold what was my home...
    But the ones I called love
    Gave up in the end
    And it's no God they can blame
    No it's no God they can blame

    ...

    Are you listening...
    Is there no breathing...

    Well it's the cause that I see here
    People hide what makes them human, oh but why
    Oh but why...
    When it's the heart that defines us
    And it's the bottles that bind us

    And I hold out my arms
    With my wet steady hands
    And hold what was my home...
    But the ones I called love
    Gave up in the end
    And it's no God they can blame
    No, it's no God they can blame

    And I hold out my arms
    With my wet steady hands
    And hold what as my home...
    But the ones I called love
    Gave up in the end
    And it's no God they can blame
    No, it's no God they can blame

    -long instrumental-

    Oh, ooh

    Are you listening...
    What's this you're bringing...

    Is it what the new world gave you
    Could it be the face it made you-
    You could not fight
    You could not fight

    Would you see the difference on this
    Just the thought you felt a little-
    It was not your time
    No, it was not your time

    And I hold out my arms
    With my wet steady hands
    And hold what was my home...
    But the ones I called love
    Gave up in the end
    And it's no God they can blame
    No, it's no God they can blame

    ...

    Where is your head, dear...
    What's that sound I hear...

    Is it hard to feel like the weak one
    Knowing well I'm always the weak son-
    I never show
    No, I never show

    Could it be that I won't hide me
    And you hold so close your feelings-
    That it feels like you've died
    Yeah, it feels like you've died...

    And I hold out my arms
    With my wet steady hands
    And hold what was my home...
    But the ones I called love
    Gave up in the end
    And it's no God they can blame
    No, it's no God they can blame...

    ...

    Are you listening...