No worries, my wife keeps me updated on my failures. But seriously folks - I'm horribly self-aware sometimes. My past bosses have pointed out to me that I'm perfectly open with copping to my own faults and mistakes, but I can't seem to do anything about fixing them. As for past failures, and failures as they happen, well, you can angst over them, but you can't do anything to change what happened. So I just kind of quietly say 'oh well, that's over' to myself, file it away, and try to learn to not do it again.
Sorry, I must have butt-repped you while I was waiting in the Dr's office yesterday. They came to take me away and I stuffed the phone in my pocket before locking it.
This post reminds me of a rather notorious and ridiculous fanfic from Star Trek TNG call, rather creatively, Star Trek: The Next Fornication, where the ladies all boned either other, Wesley is horny and fuck, and the most infamous line of the fic is a shower scene where Riker yells "Surprise" as be "boned young Wesley in the ass"
Did dayton kill el chup he is the Hentaii killer plays hentai pop theme music why killing his villains.
Its not a proper fanfic unless the author remembers that Troi is half-Betazoid and writes accordingly.
You got a restraing order from atresses marina sssirtis, the one that plays shae one game of thrones and jadzia dax actress your a bad rick berman.
If it was suicide, it would be fun to speculate on exactly how Chup decided to go out. What would fit his personality? Overdose on a combo of opiods & benzos, washed down with vodka? Perhaps an accidental overdose, not really suicide? Otherwise known as the Heath Ledger. Simple bullet to the brain? No, that doesn't seem right. Someone as pompous and grandiose as Chup probably would want to go out in a more elaborate manner. Swan dive off a bridge into the windshield of a Mercedes going 100 kph on the highway below? Biting down on cyanide capsule in back left molar? If it was good enough for Mr. Silva...... Razor blades "down the highway" in the bathtub? Someone check his Most Recently Watched list on Netflix and see if he'd binged 13 Reasons Why in the past couple of weeks.
Given the context I'd suggest horrific, tasteless and ghoulish would be more appropriate. Maybe it's just me and I've got jaded, but I tend to find suicide jokes used as gallows humour wear thin after the first hundred or so times. Very Christian though it should be noted.
Is there a link to an online obituary or coroners report yet? These very standardized things always help bring me closure.
I've decided that if I want to off myself, it won't be by gun, just to confuse the shit out of everyone who knows me, and keep a hashmark off the anti-gunners' score cards. I like the woods. The Ramapo mountains are only a mile or so away. I'll just walk over there and sit down on a rock, enjoy the woods, and fade away. Or get eaten by a bear, whichever comes first.